BIRTHDAY

dun celebrate my birthday this year, next year, next next year and ever!!!

hate tat kind of feel..
so stupid...
so phony..

hate those candles...
hate birthday song..
hate present..

AH!!! ya!!

no need present either!!
hate present!!!

hate those stupid feel...

this kind of thing exist for wat???
useless..
waste money..
it jz something to let u waste more money..

birthday??
nothing special..

it jz will let u discover different kind of ppl...
how real tat the ppl around u (when u keep ur eyes open)..
and from the present..
u can know wat u mean to them..

it not a day which makes u happy..
althought i mayb sometimes when u were little kid..

it jz a day which let u know more the actual state of affairs..
every birthday means u hv to be more mature.. more careful the steps u take.. the ppl u meet.. be more like an adult..

im not escape from being more mature or grown-up..
i jz dun wan to know the true colours of all ppl around me..
it vry hurt.. sad.. how fake it is..

hate to know things..
i rather to be alone.. or with a pet..
human cant be trusted..

it's hard to live together with other ppl..
there is a recondite knowledge for it..
it dangerous when u deeply believe someone..
my father told me tat...

and i oso had prove it...
wat a good experience...
good try...